look she _fixed my ^layout. my god she is the coolest, hottest, sexiest, penguist, of all time.

- love, iris

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listening to: blood brothers
mood: tired; run down; pms-ish

first entry. exciting. iris showed me this [nutang] and i figured i would make one and keep it public.

today was cold and wet. i usually like it when it rains but today im angry and sleepy so i just wanted to go to sleep all day. i would go to sleep now but i havent even eaten dinner and i have to type up all this shit for debate. i love debate but its time consuming. the tournaments keep me away from my friends and i always feel like i have to earn respect from the varsity on my team. im fine with this..its just not that easy. sort of stresses me out but its alright.

my grades are lacking. english is low, i know that and math as usual. i dont know what happened, i guess its because ive been sick lately. my anemia is getting out of hand and im freezing all the time. i really need to go see a doctor.

i feel bad about kyle. i dont know why..with all honesty it couldnt have worked out. too many flaws. ive been in enough relationships to know this one would have ended too quick. i dont think hes very happy with me though. bah.

crap. i forgot to go to my spanish club meeting because i got too wrapped up into debate. i need to stop doing that. i dont even know why im in clubs seeing that my entire world revolves around debate. but in some ways i guess thats a good thing? im so ready for this tournament - hopefully i will be prepared. i think we lost so many times that we know every possible arguement that can be run against us. damn.

ok enough bad news, how about some good news. death cab and halloween are coming up soon. its been so long since ive been to a show. im really excited. i think im going to kara's party with some people and then coming back home and doing something else. or just staying out all night like last year. i wonder what marlene is doing. we usually have our annual halloween asian noodle stand but i somehow i doubt thats going to happen now.

ok enough about that. im going to go get something to eat.

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